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A growing index of Jay Vale songs, cover art, lyrics and the background behind each track.
Released album
Still Tearing, Still Here
Still Tearing, Still Here is the released Jay Vale album under Heartship Records. A dark cinematic project about survival, self-conflict, trauma, reflection, collapse and choosing to stay one more time.
This album is not written after the storm. It is written from inside it. The songs move through old rooms, broken versions, dangerous thoughts, sarcastic survival, emotional shutdown and the strange pressure of still being here.
Still Tearing means ripping, splitting and breaking open. Still Here is not a victory pose. It is a breath, a fact, and a line in the ground.
Released album
Dark cinematic hip-hop, confessional rap, alternative pop emotion, spoken-word pressure, raw male vocals, quiet rage and truth without polish.
Still Tearing, Still Here
All 18 tracks.
Released 6 July 2026. Explore each song and listen on Spotify.
Track 01 · Released
Intro
Jay Vale · 2:24
Track 02 · Released
Let me introduce Myself
Jay Vale · 5:44
Track 03 · Released
Trigger to the End
Jay Vale · 6:19
Track 04 · Released
Three Months
Jay Vale · 3:51
Track 05 · Released
Letters are Written
Jay Vale · 5:18
Track 06 · Released
Missing Thing
Jay Vale · 5:09
Track 07 · Released
Clean Little Lie
Jay Vale · 5:02
Track 08 · Released
Careless Hands
Jay Vale · 5:59
Track 09 · Released
Monster
Jay Vale · 5:37
Track 10 · Released
Everything - Radio Edit
Jay Vale · 5:24
Track 11 · Released
Trauma Bond
Jay Vale · 5:01
Track 12 · Released
Don't pull me out of this High
Jay Vale · 4:51
Track 13 · Released
Back and Forth
Jay Vale · 5:28
Track 14 · Released
Almost Human
Jay Vale, Yvonn · 5:42
Track 15 · Released
Talking to Myself
Jay Vale · 5:44
Track 16 · Released
Mirror
Jay Vale · 4:09
Track 17 · Released
Renegotiate
Jay Vale · 4:33
Track 18 · Released
Outro
Jay Vale · 3:52
Released singles
Singles, lyrics and background.
Explore Sparking Match, Narcissistic Grandiosity, Ilibility and the original single version of Everything.
Released
Sparking Match
A dark emotional track about mistaking attention for love, living for the spark, and going cold when the glow fades.
Released
Narcissistic Grandiosity
A sharp, swaggering track about ego as armor, confidence as performance, and turning pain into charisma before anyone can use it against you.
Released
Ilibility
A sarcastic, confrontational track about clinical jargon, fake authority, and the difference between analyzing someone and actually understanding them.
Released
Everything
A heavy emotional track about wanting everything, feeling unable to do anything, and trying to accept that survival can still be progress.
Available music
Full released catalog.
Earlier Jay Vale songs, cover art, lyrics and background stories.
Chemical Road
A dark emotional track about the strange roads inside the mind, where chemistry, memory and survival keep pulling in different directions.
Digital Home
A cinematic emotional track about finding real connection inside a digital world, disappearing without a goodbye, and coming back to say thank you.
Hour by Hour
A song about surviving time in fragments, running out of fuel, and making it through one hour at a time.
Family
A heavy and direct song about blood, damage, memory, survival, and the painful meaning of family.
My Own Apocalypse
An internal disaster written like a ruined world.
Perfect Cracks
The album project behind the Jay Vale sound: damage, masks, survival, reflection, and the cracks that finally made the truth visible.
Answer Me This
A direct confrontation with absence, silence, unanswered questions, and the need to know what was left behind.
Self-Diagnosed Schyzophrenic
A chaotic, sharp-edged track about identity, labels, confusion, and the danger of being reduced to symptoms.
Selfhate
A heavy inner-conflict track about turning anger inward and fighting the voice that keeps attacking from inside.
Fought Not To Be
A symbolic escape from becoming the past and refusing to become inherited damage.
Behind the Wall
A song about the hidden younger self, the protector, and the pain still speaking from behind the wall.
Can You Relate
A track about recognition, loneliness, and asking whether anyone else knows how to heal when the damage is you.